Relaxing today.... I keep sleeping in really late. Its so nice! Been watching criminal minds and tonight i am going to watch did you hear about the morgans :)

So much to do...

Why do teachers schedule test RIGHT after spring break? That means we have to study during break FOR the test. Annoys the crap out of me! Its not really a break if you have to study during it.

I also have a 7 page paper to write. O, gee, thanks.


I didn't do much today, right now I am watching Cold Case with the family.

Tomorrow I am going to go and try and see some friends and start doing some school work. I went to bed at 2am last night and woke up at 2pm this after noon. It was amazing hahaha, I have no energy today though so that mega sucks.

We all miss you...its weird not getting texts from you. I know where you are. But its going to be a bit before I will get to see you. But I know you will be there when I get there :) Thanks for being an awesome friend Seth, we miss you!! I never stop praying for your family. I haven't been doing my quiet time since you passed, which really sucks. I know I need to, and I know its what you would want and what He wants. I am not mad at Him at all for what happens. Who could blame a loving God like him? I hate it when people do. He took nails in his hands for us. Died for us. And we turn and blame him for everything. Anyways, I am not mad at Him. I just am afraid. I feel like I should be strong enough to carry this burden on my own, that I am weak if I go to Him. But I shouldn't. We NEED Him. We can't live physically, emotionally or spiritually without Him.
Seth, you would be so proud of your family. They love you so much and they know they will see you again. They are so strong.
I'll see you soon kid.

I chased Mikey Leo with a butcher knife.

 

Today I slept in till 12:10 pm. It was extremely nice. No convo or class and I got to sleep in my bed. :D

 

After I ate some co co puffs I ran to target and ntelos with dad. I had to get a new toothbrush since I left mine at school. lame, huh?

After we got back I WHOOPED my dad in some fusion frenzy. Then tonight Mikey Leo came over and we all ate pizza and watched 2012. Then after wards I scared him with the knives in the kitchen. hahaha, it was hilarious until Lauren started to cry when I pretended to go after the cat (shes on her medication)

 

I also watched an episode of NCIS and the Office.

 

Overall its been an eventful day.

 

Miss you Seth!!

The Valley

 

Spring break…..

Watching Criminal Minds and remembering Seth:

 

Valley Song Lyrics
You have led me to the sadness
I have carried this pain
On a back bruised, nearly broken
I'm crying out to you
Chorus
I will sing of Your mercy
That leads me through valleys of sorrow
To rivers of joy
When death like a Gypsy
Comes to steal what I love
I will still look to the heavens
I will still seek your face
But I fear you aren't listening
Because there are no words
Just the stillness and the hunger
For a faith that assures
Chorus x2
Alleluia, alleluia
Alleluia, alleluia
While we wait for rescue
With our eyes tightly shut
Face to the ground using our hands
To cover the fatal cut
And though the pain is an ocean
Tossing us around, around, around
You have calmed greater waters
Higher mountains have come down
Chorus
Yeah
Alleluia, alleluia
Alleluia, alleluia
Alleluia, alleluia alleluia, alleluia
Alleluia, alleluia alleluia, alleluia
Chorus (4 Xs)
Oh, Lord sing of Your mercy,
Mercy
Your mercy

 

 

We all miss you bud. I will see you soon, I promise :)

Live Life

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't written in a while. I found out on Saturday that a friend of mine was killed in a car accident. Its been a rough week. I love my friends and the prayers....but mostly all i want to say tonight is just to pray for his family. I know I will see him again in Heaven :) So that makes everything easier.

I am heading to bed now. Not much more to say. I love you all so much, thanks for everything, you guys rock :)

Things I like and dislike :)

I need to get some sleep I guess, but I thought I would write a little bit before I did.

Here are some things I dislike

1. Immature college students. People. Grow up. You are in college (mostly freshmen, no offense anyone!). Leave drama in highschool. Thank goodness I am not apart of any of it, it just makes me laugh. As soon as they return as sophmores though it seems to go away. hmmm :D
2. My alarm clock. The most annoying sound in the whole stinkin world. Its the worst feeling when it goes off and you realize you have to get up or you will get reps(school) or in trouble (camp) or miss something important (life)
3. Pop quizzes. We had one today. No comment.
4. People who text message me and then want to have a pointless conversation over texts.
5. People who COMPLAIN about everything (hahaha I am one of them)
6. Waiting for the bus in the rain or snow. And every time they pull up its NOT the one you need to get on.
7. People who DO NOT let you get over in their lane when you are driving when its so clear you need to get over in that lane so you can pull into wal mart.
8. Looking at your clock and realizing you have to get up in 2 hours.

Things I like:
1. Hearing an alarm go off and then realizing its your roommates who has a 7:40 class and your first class starts at 9:15 :D
2. Hugs :)
3. Fuzzy socks
4. Stuffed animals :)
5. Warm weather
6. Getting to class and there is a note on the door saying its canceled.
7. Pizza from the hanger
8. My laptop


The list could go on and on. :)

I got called to jury duty again next week. Its a two day trial if I get picked. pleeeeease do not let me get picked!!